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OK, this is not the logical place to post lyrics, but my "Music" page was getting       cluttered and this page just looked sad...so here are the lyrics to songs on my latest CD, I even included some "notes" - please 4give my artiness thoughts!!!                 

ALL LYRICS copyright 2006 and 2007 held by Graham Fell (Bernamica Gray)     
From the Album "Not 4 da Superficial"                                      

Goodbye Constantine

 Notes.-

This is a song about Post Christendom ie the age that we are now living in here in the UK. 300 years after the resurrection of Jesus, the Roman Emporer Constantine, dragged the underground faith/sect/cult of Christianity out of the shadows and “married it to the state” –  some would argue that this was a good thing and others would say it was a bad thing… whatever side you are on, the fact remains that it changed the course of Christianity throughout the world. So the age of Christendom began and many believe due to the now secular state that we are living in, this age has passed and we are thus in post-christendom.

 

At the same time, the scientists are pointing to a new age, where the polarity of our earth is changing – again this is about due (2012) and happens gradually and we won’t really notice anything, but the scientists will “see” the earth wobble on its axis. Scientists also point to weather changes and of course we are headed for global warming, if we are not already experiencing it!

 

The “wise men” were of course the Magi – scientists of their time and interested in astrology….

 

The New Age fraternity are fond of astrology and all things “mystic” and so are looking forward to the new age which is about to happen and they call it Aquarius – apparently we are “in” and about to move “out” of pisces and the past 2000 years have been pisces… fish, early Christianity, Jesus, fishermen…?

 

“Fearworks” is a phrase bandied about by western governments to control its citizens…. Roman empire had a similar view/practice….

 

Due to the secularisation of society – church must change or church will die…

 

Words of song

We’re closing in, on the end of time,

Scuse me baby, while I find a rhyme,

One mans church, is another mans hate,

Excuse me honey I can’t be late,

One mans hate, is another mans love

What does he think, Our God above?

We’re moving in on the end of time,

Keep your eyes on Jesus and you’ll be fine

 

There a new age, yes, a new age,

Magi-saw-the-star-sign

A new age, yeah a new age,

Magi got it right, they’re the 3 wise men

There’s a new age yeah a new age

Aquarius is coming

There’s a new age, yeah a new age

Post-Christendom is here

Goodbye Constantine

 

The da vinci code is just a book

Frankly baby I don’t give… it a look

We’re outa pisces its “water time”

Keep your eyes on Jesus and you’ll be fine

New age coming our poles will switch

Bless the poor, oh yeah, and bless the rich

We’re closing in on the end of time

Scuse me baby I’ve seen a sign

 

Nine eleven & tsunami wave,

Reminds us of our early grave

Wave of terror and 3rd world debt

Aquarius coming, we’re gonna get wet

Living in an age gone by

Church must change or Church will die

“Fear works” is it a government plan?

Give your life to the son of man

 

 

There a new age, yes, a new age,

Magi-saw-the-star-sign

A new age, yeah a new age,

Magi got it right, they’re the 3 wise men

Theres a new age yeah a new age

Aquarius is coming

There’s a new age, yeah a new age

Post-Christendom is here

Goodbye Constantine

Not 4 da Superficial

Notes

I listen to Radio 4 a lot as there is more “debate” than “angst” (I’ve had my fill of angst).

One day there was a discussion and the clergy man was getting quite frustrated with the people who were trying to OVER simplify the bible passages that they were discussing and he said “look, this book, you have to read it properly…. It’s not for the superficial” which kinda rang a chord with me!

The message of Jesus and salvation has to be simple and it is, but when you get into the “meat” – hey! I agree it aint for the superficial!

 

Also, I am tired of TV and its’ superficiality.

I am tired of globalisation setting our agendas and I’m tired of being told what to aspire to….how to think…

 

Reading the book properly sets us free….

 

Words of song

Ancient, ancient stories, tales of truth from long ago,

Wisdom, in those pages, reap the fruit from seeds you sow

 

Yet in these modern times we live, sophisticated conversation,

Mouthing off our knowledge like a child does,

Superficial, condescending, yearning for the stardust

 

Calling, from their pages, giving clues on how to live,

Guiding, guiding onwards, showing how and why to give,

 

Yet in our modern text and data, superficial complication,

Showing off attention seeking children,

Superficial overstated, truth we seeks not hidden!

Freedom, we loose our shackles, rejecting all those “telling lies”

Freedom, make our choices, peel the skin from unseen eyes.

 

Computer programmed, age we live in

Superficial big distraction, like a child the centre of attention

Superficial, lack of knowing, JESUS! Never mentioned!


Love Child

 

Notes:

Jesus was/is the “Love Child” ---- words that God might be singing?

 

 

Verse 1

Can you believe in the world that I made?

Can you believe in the story I gave?

Can you be part of my own sacrifice?

Will you attend to the things that aren’t nice?

 

Chorus

Can you hear my love child?

Can you hear him?

Can you feel him in your heart?

Can you hear my love child?

Can you touch him?

Can you never be apart?

Can you hear him

 

Verse 2

Can you hold onto the words that I speak?

Will you be bold when they shout “Jesus Freak”?

Will you be scared as they talk in your face? (in yer face Christian)

Can you believe I made ALL human race?

 

Verse 3

You whisper your prayers in the dead of the night

I hear you call when your life isn’t right

You shout & groan, you think I don’t act

I’m waiting for you, to move 1st, that’s a fact

 

Verse 4

Cry out to me oh your souls that I made

Worship & Praise me, your songs never fade (no they never fade away)

Give me your life now, I’ll give you one back

Tell of MY Jesus, get on the right track

 

 

Nineteen 79

 

Notes

 

1979 was the year of my personal conversion.

Prior to that I was deeply superstitious…

 

Bernadette was my girlfriend… now my wife!

 

Words of Song

 

Heard about the book, didn’t listen to the songs, never had the need to pray, Never in the paper, wasn’t on my TV, thought he had nothing to say.

Mister superstitious, got to have a routine, just to get me through to the night, mister superstition – cannot break a habit, helps to make me do things right.

 

Girlfriend! Tells me some news, doesn’t sound like the blues, opens the book, then my eyes began to open and look!

 

Holy spirit, welcome in! – rushing in!

 

Then I play my music – try to make it happen

Try to make it part of the plan

Still I push my music – nothing ever works out – try to take it outta the can

 

Well I heard a Jesus story, ate an egg at easter, tried to get a grip on my life.

Sang a Christmas carol, heard about the real thing, then I found a beautiful wife

 

Got a faith in Jesus, met the holy spirit, know about the end of the world

Now I’m pushing 50, yet another album, that is how my life unfurled


Freaked out Stories

 

Notes

 

Hmmmmmm! The da vinci code Dan Brown book… new age mysticism, freemasons, knights templars, Egypt, Mayans, Atlantis …. Coupled with 20th century conspiracy theories….. it was time to set the record straight!

 

Do you remember Bishop of Durham in 80’s announcing his view that the virgin birth was a myth! ??

 

Words of song

 

Hey! Grab a cuppa coffee and sit on yer chair,

I’m gonna tell a story some Christians don’t dare,

Try and pay attention, turn off your phone,

Forget about your “day” and how you pay off that loan

 

Some people think that Jesus was just merely a man,

Enlightened in spirit, taught that “everyone can”

Lived happy ever after, was married with kids,

The resurrection story was a bunch of big fibs

 

Like the Bishop of Durham, the virgin had lied,

A cover up story protects a young bride

These people believe us believers are fools

That the church we’ve built has ridiculous rules

 

The bloodline of our hero traced to south france,

But this stories a secret if you tell they’ll pounce

Gnosic believers were hounded and topped

Church got its way and knights templars were cropped

 

The arc of the covenant has the secret of life

Hey! It’s hard to believe in a Jesus with wife!

The Arc is in Scotland, the secrets now out

Freemasons guard it, they have incredible clout!

 

All that we do is determined by stones

We call them the planets they effect new born bones

The earth is in pisces yeah the sign of the fish

Aquarius coming, new age, new dish!

 

America lied when they went to the moon

Conspiracy theory or the words of a loon?

Egypt built pyramids through power of mind

A skill we’ve lost, through the passage of time!

 

The mayans, atlantis and most of Peru

Secretive stories meant just for the few

Controlling the masses, they did with church

Ironic really as lately it’s lurched!

 

From numbers a plenty to merely a few

Revivealist stories…. But new age just grew!

Islam, buddists, jews and the seiks,

Aethiest soldiers believe we’re just weak

 

So what do I think?

Have they blown up my mind?

Dig up Rosslyn chapel and see what they find!

I cannot believe in a love without God

“Satans not evil” – oh really! That’s odd!!!

 

Chorus

 

Freaked out freaked out stories

They haven’t got a clue

Freaked out freaked out stories

They don’t know what to do,

Freaked out freaked out stories

They’re searching for what is right

Freaked out freaked out stories

They’re not living in his light! (maybe that’s the problem!)

Superfickle Intermission

Is an instrumental!

It separates the songs recorded all on my lonesome at home, with the last 3 rock songs recorded with a real life band

Answer Cuthberts Prayers

 

Notes –  I decided to “really find out” about early Christianity in England and I went back to the Dark Ages… Bede and all that! This was just on the cusp of   “Christendom” – (300 years after Jesus death the Roman Empire became “Christian” and their new empire had to spread out to convert the pagan conquered lands) - it took until about 600 to enforce Christendom in England…

 

Meantime, in northern windswept Northumbria, a county..country actually! in those days, that ranged from well into modern day Scotland, right down to the midlands and across to modern day Cumbria – then called Rhegged – there lived some Celtic monks – one of them was Cuthbert and I’ve stood on his Island! – actually the island referred to in Lindisfarne was his 1st attempt at seclusion, the real one is far out in the very choppy waters of the Farne islands – today inhabited only by seals…. And perhaps sea otters?

 

Oswy was the king of Northumbria and he was a “Christian”… well kind of…. Years of being a pagan warlord are hard to shake.

 

However, the monks were split in their viewpoints on where the Christian church should move…how times don’t change! … on one side were the monks that had been to Constantines Rome – probably Augustus?? by then, and on the other side were what we shall call the Celtic Christians of which Cuthbert was one.

 

So in 664 there was the First SYNOD. Held in Whitby.

Cuthbert didn’t put up a fight…. And so King Oswy decreed that England would be Christian of the Roman variety…. The state was married to the church in line with the roman way and henceforth we built churches of stone that had to be higher than the other buildings, we introduced infant baptism “roll up roll up, bring your kids and we will guarantee them a place in heaven” “and bring some cash!”

-          empire eh!! – it all followed a military structure!

-          Meanwhile, Cuthbert refused to shave his head in the new Roman manner (Tonsure) – cuthbert had his bald patch at the forehead as per the true celtic monks, whereas the roman monks had theirs at the back of the head. Cuthbert was seen to be continuing on as if the synod had never happened!

-          Cuthbert had 3 big things going on in his life;-

1                     He believed in “Relationship Evangalism” and didn’t subscribe to the Roman way as that way was inflicted on the people and he suspected that true faith choice had not been made – his way was to befriend his Pagan contemporaries and evangalise through way of life…. Evangalism the roman way, wasn’t needed, church attendance was virtually compulsory!

2                     He recognised the importance of praying for the land…. He recognised the importance of taking oneself away to be with God and to dwell on his word. This was why he moved to a remote island and moved stones that were impossible for several hefty men to move! It is also why it was reported that Cuthbert could be seen standing still facing the mainland arms outstretched for HOURS! Just praying for the land and this is why the stories included the fact that wild sea otters came and swam around him, there are some Christian scientists today that believe he was waist deep in the water but was kept warm by the Sea Otters

3                     Yet, he also went on major long walks, taking along younger monks and bringing the good news to the peoples he visited throughout northern England.

 

Finally, like us all Cuthbert died. But that was not the end of his story.

Despite not adhering to the newly enforced Roman way, his life was revered and respected and so his body was placed in a wooden coffin and laid to rest in Lindisfarne……. Until word arrived that the Vikings were coming! – The monks tried to save Cuthberts coffin, but the wooden coffin split and revealed his body – despite being dead 11 years, his body was still in tact and it looked as if he had just fallen asleep! – the monks believed that this was Gods way of showing what a special man he was.

 

His body was taken to Durham.

 

Years later, the Vikings came again and amazingly his body was moved again for safe keeping – the lid was opened (20 odd years after his death) and again he looked as if he had just fallen asleep!!

 

Cuthbert today rests under Durham Cathedral – well, his body does!

 

Words of song

 

Go back to dark age England

Where Cuthbert came to be

Praying for his pagan land

He stood waist deep in the sea

 

Wild Otters came and played by him,

He stood still for many hours,

Cuthbert kept on praying hard

And the spirit came in power!

 

Chorus;-

Come! Come! Come! Answer Cuthberts Prayer!

 

Cuthbert died, was laid to rest

Eleven years went on

Exhumed, his grave was opened up

They thought foul play had come!

 

His body fresh, just laying there

No rotten corpse was found!

Cuthbert looked as if asleep

In tact, his body sound!

 

Whitby Synod, easter date

Politicians win the day

21st century England

Church importance has gone away!

 

Politicians, Kings and driven men

Opinions Law and Power!

Forgotten prayers that Cuthbert said

Sweet England’s now turned SOUR!!!


Sword Of the Spirit

 

Notes

 

Most of these words are in the bible …. Armour of God. (Thessalonians 5 v16 – 22 ) (Ephesians 6 v10) (Phillipians 3 v 13) (Colossians 4 v2 v5 v6)

 

Song written a LONG time ago – way back when Dayspring were in Swarcliffe if you remember that and I played this one with a makeshift band, so I reckon this is nearly 20 years old….

 

Because of that it reflects this “fight” that I was pre-occupied with at the time.

I still hear many Christians talk that way, so perhaps it is still relevant!..............

 

Words of Song

 

With the sword of the spirit and your shoes of peace,

Dresssed in full armour, Enemy to sieze!

Buckle up your belt of truth and grab your shield of faith

Put on your helmet and you shall be safe

There’s no turning back, we’ve got a job to do

Take peace with you brothers and love with you too!

The enemy is scheming, his thoughts are all black

Keep on the lookout and don’t turn your back

 

Lord! I wish how I wish that we hadn’t this to do

Lord! Help me please help me I haven’t got a clue

Lord! I’m waiting waiting, where am I to fight?

Suffer, Suffer!, I’ve got to grow, I’ve got to show that we’re right!

 

Forget what is behind you keep good news in your heart

Don’t strain for the future it’ll blow you apart

Press towards that goal & win that prize

Don’t listen to the rumours from the king of the lies

Devote yourselves, be watchful and pray

Be wise to outsiders and show them the way!

Let your conversation always be full of grace

Don’t let go, don’t slacken that pace!


I Want you by my side

 

Notes

 

Part of the story of my life since my conversion – perhaps the story of others ?

Words of song

 

It seems so long ago now

Twenty something years or more o

When I first called out your name

The passion built inside me

My blood boiled and almost fried me!

When I first heard of your fame

 

People talked of what you’re doing

Some believed you’d be my ruin

When I learned what you had done

Others said they’d seen your mother!

Strangers asked to be my brother!

When I learned why you had come!

 

Chorus

Lifes tempest tries to drown me

It blows my mind, sets fire to my soul

And makes me wanna hide

Your words are pure as honey

You smile into my ears I taste your perfumed feet

I want you by my side

 

Some days are fun and some bring sorrow

You say you’ll come, today tomorrow?

I feel you here, then your gone!

I’ve heard people slag and curse you

I can’t believe why people hurt you

I feel you here shining on!

 

Growing old and getting lazy

Memory of you dull and hazy

I want to hear your sweet voice

Spirit falls and my hearts pounding!

Heard your name! trumpets sounding!

I know I made the right choice!


 

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